But this time I'm staying

I felt loved last night for the first time in a long time 
It feels like coming home to stay 
Like falling in the sea when it's too hot in the sun 
But made things so much worse today 

I know you said you'll miss me 
But I know that you won't 
Because time is like a wave

that washes the pain away 
When you come down 

I know I said I'll see you 
When it gets to New Year 
But now that all the rain stopped falling 
All I think is getting out of here